Feb 14, 2007
10pm, she reached home after classes… Feeling very weary in body and soul, she fell asleep on her bed not even bother changing her clothes… Today is Valentine’s Day. She can’t remember what did she do on last year Valentine’s Day. Perhaps, it was same as this year, no flower, no chocolate, no one…
No flower and no chocolate, it shouldn't be a problem because flower is not really important to her and she doesn’t like chocolate, but why she still felt so empty and sad???
It’s almost 3 years, she has lived alone and independently. There are some moments in her life, she felt that she couldn’t overcome loneliness and sadness. She needs someone to stay by her side, to be her soul mate… However, there are so many times, she scolds herself for not being able to fall in love with any guy who is waiting for her out there.
She has ever thought that she is being suffered from being emotionless or something like that.… She recalls all memories about her first love 3 years ago… He is older than her 8 years old, a very mature and sweet man. He really loved her so much and pampered her a lot of things as long as it could make her feel happy. She loved him too, but 19 years old was too young for her to know how to respect precious Love.
There were too many challenges come to her and her boyfriend. Soon, they both managed to overcome it, but unfortunately, their 2 year relationship ended up with breaking up. Maybe because of either her or her boyfriend or both, but somehow it’s really big deep cut into her heart that will never be recovered completely…
The loud music from the neighbor pulled her back to the present. She thought of someone, the only one could warm up the light in her heart at the moment. But she is not lucky this time because she doesn’t have his love to her. He said “there is no future between us”. What’s the future did he mean, she doesn’t understand. Is this future wedding? Future career? Future family? No future because they are from different countries??? But why so many people can get married to oversea life partner? So what’s the reason?
Who can help her to answer all these questions???